Bellenian

I have decided that I shall try to go online again Wish me luck (if anyone still remembers me O_o) XD

I'm a master of short journal entries

... Since Christmas O_o Remember this journal entry from last year: bellenian.deviantart.com/journ… ?

Now, I actually HAVE qualified to ride in Scandinavium O_O In front of 10000 people O_O That's insane! And very fun too, of course. Anyway, I will not rant anything about it, I just wanted to get it off my chest since it's a dream come true for me

Love to all of you

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, dear watchers

I have been inactive. I have ignored dA. I have missed you, but haven't got the time or spirit to stob by here sometime.

I have been having many tests lately, national test. And other school works that shall be completed today or in the days to come. And now, in the final days our hours, I'm rushing things to get them done. It's not that I don't start on them, I'm only try to do a good work to hand in. And that takes time.

And I have, in periods, been feeling down lately. I think it's because I don't ride my horses now, because we have to much snow, ice and cold outside. I get all hyper, jumping and running around, but somedays I just feel so plain and empty. No spirit to say hi to you guys then, I'm afraid. I apologize, and I apologize for saying that word so much too you.

That also feels so empty. I apologize, say I miss you and that I will be online more, but I break that promise the other day. Those words now feel so plain, like I have been lying to all of you all the time.

And for that, I'm very sorry.

I miss you.